What is keeping the attetion away from this ??
What is is. Awareness is. I know that my true nature is beyond thoughts and mind. I had experiences where i clearly without doubt without "Me" knew who i am.
Suffering happen only when attention is away from that - so what is preventing the attention to completely abide in that ? It seems that something is always keeping the attention away from that - yes there is a feeling of kind of edge, or cliff that need to be passed - yet it is only a thought, but responses in the body mind happen automatically - and then identification is believed to be real - and suffering starts. I am really tired of this (not even mentally but psychically also). I would like to be wholeheartedly free and always be aware what my true being is. What am i missing ?