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Tired of reading and writing
The topics discussed on nevernothere are amazing, however, here is so much tiredness of reading and writing about all this. It pulls towards sharing orally or even towards resting in silence. What is this?
I say this because you went against your inclination. You wrote, that you didn't feel like writing. Thanks for that.
Actually the vast majority of people agree with you. The statistics show that many more people come to the site than those who write. So they stay with their inclination. I don't think that this can be an end-point though. Every "teacher" has passed through this place. Otherwise there would be no teachers.
Maybe the perscription for silence is the ultimate noise? I don't say you're making a perscription, because you are able to go either way. For me inner silence becomes more evident in the talking. Silence, the ultimate freedom, becomes the ultimate bondage if it is the only thing that you can tollerate. Even the preference is a bondage.
Talking trying to grasp is painful. Talking as a play is the game of life. If even one person is suffering, I find myself suffering. If even one person wants to talk, I find myself talking. How could I be making such a judgement, "those people over there, they're really lost in a wirlwind of chatter"?
Indeed it is resting in silence!
Does true silence have a problem with noise?
But sure there can be a personal preference. For example: at the moment I also don't really feel like reading. But I'm open to the possibility that the interest for reading may come back.
There is no judgement like people are chattering. It is just tiredness of writing but availability for talking or silence. In the end those appear more efficient to the writer.