The seeing is not seperate from the appearance
It is often said that you must rest in awareness, or the practice of noticing is suggested even if only implied. This itself would create a distinction would it not? a thing which could merge with the awareness if it resided in it long enough. but ask yourself how long is long enough? how much do you have to suffer before your ready to be who you are.If you can see the humor/pain in that you might want to re- think it.Is it not just a subtle belief in seperateness? what is there that could bask in awareness until it becomes it? The fact is this may "work" eventually but only because eventually the belief that there is some thing to do this will lose its power.
So why not skip that whole "process" and find out if there really is anything but awareness. is the totality and each seemingly different aspect of this "moment" anything other than awareness already? is what feels like you any less apparent then what you call the world/other than you. Is there room for a me? if it still feels like there is a me here, isnt that apparent? is there anything ANYTHING which isn't apparent. If so do you believe there is something which is not apparent? whether it be a you or a god.
This is often the subtlest seperation, the belief that there is something beyond appearance. "for me" it was the most tricky belief because it felt like i was abandoning logic. I thought if there is nothing else how did all this get here and what about the atomic level and so on. all the question which astound us from the time we start thinking. But its not abandoning logic in a bad way its just seeing that the atom only exists as an idea or an image in a microscope. just as this computer only exists as a sensual/conceptual appearance. the idea that it has some other "essence" is just another sensual/conceptual appearance. as is the idea that life would make sense if it did have an essence. but the fact is that essence would not be the computer. its like saying a human is a bunch of atoms. a human is a human and a bunch of atoms is a bunch of atoms. appearance is all there is nothing seperate from appearance.