Everything just happens - You are not the doer
It was 5 years ago when I first heard of Tony Parsons saying that 'everything just happens'. Before that I have been struggling to understand what Buddha meant with 'deeds are done but there is no doer thereof'. Then I read Osho talking about that 'you are not the doer but the watcher'.
Everything made sense in a blink of a eye. If there is no Consius doing something, there is only Being/Source etc. This is it! BUt not understanding it happened later on.
>>This is what 'I' understand: hearing, seeing, smelling,thinking is happening on its own accord. In 97% of time actions seem to happen like brushing teeth to walking.
>>this is what 'I' don't understand: There seems to be something HERE which triggers actions whenever I or IT wants. When I say to myself: I am going to lift my hand up in the air whenever I want in the coming 3 minutes, I actually can do it. Same implies with 'walking slowly or fast' or breahting slowly or fast. I can do that!
How can this be seen by no-one?