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Quick update. Posted 1 year ago. Been looking for non dual enlightenment for 6 years now. Have read online, watched on youtube, done self-inquiry untill I just drop on the ground exhausted, staring at a white wall, desperate....and discarding every thought that passes by. Seeking hurts. I can't understand this with thought. And still experiments go on and on and on. Seeking, desperation, seeking, dropping, seeking, letting go, seeking, wishing nothing. I reached a low point in seeking. There were glimpses of that everything was happening by itself and during the day also see that most of the thought arise by themselves. Attention and intention and little movement. All ok. Same with walking. No effort in walking. BUt then the ego comes back and the non-I thing is lost because my experience is that I can make the body move whenver I want.
All experiments during the last 3 years are like this:
- thought arises that says 'I can raise my hand up in the air whenever I want'
Sometimes the hand doesn't get lift up. Sometimes it does. Sometimes it is seen that intention is happening by itself. Proyecting consciously in the head that the hand is gonna move up is happening by itself. And then the slight second of doubt during the action. After thought says 'I have done ít'. Sometimes there is no after thought when It seems that the hand is moving up without effort.
Here's another one:
Non-dual realization is the loss of one of the most incredible abilities: to have personal issues, growth, development and evolution.
Good-day everyone, this just came to mind:
non-duality is the ultimate excuse, but it doesn't have any guarantee.
What came to me last night is how dependent we all are. Growing up is of course becoming independent, and in some aspects it may take a lifetime. However, beyond that independence is a joke.
Just consider how long we can survive without air, water, or food. And those also depend on so many things, like the sun, the atmosphere and the whole of society. We all want to be independent, but the whole strive just leads to separation. Independence doesn't exist. But when we have so-called securities such as income, it's easy to believe in independence. And even in hard times it's attractive to hang on to the idea that we could be independent in the future. If we believe in independence, we can believe in independent others and not care for them. The seeing of dependence leads to love and freedom from separation.
There is a presence within you that does not know suffering. It is pure joy that has no cause. THAT is who you most deeply are. Florian and Julia offer to journey with you to recognize this truth for yourself.
Florian will be travelling through the US in October sharing Meetings in various cities. He is going to be in Seattle mid October, at the SAND conference in San Rafael and in Santa Cruz. By the end of October Julia will be joining him in Atlanta, Boston, New York City and for the 7-day Silent Retreat on the Florida keys mid November.
In Atlanta and Boston Julia will be available for Ladies Meetings. The invitation here is to rest as a women in the company of other ladies and explore the uniqueness of this expression. There is space to speak and to be silent. There is space for you to be just as you are - perfect anyway. Welcome.
Find more details at www.florianschlosser.com
Join this amazing exploration into deeper possibilities of freedom.
I know that the terminology of the inner child is not so popular in non-dual circles. Even talking about emotions is sometimes frowned upon. In my opinion, life gets dull if stuff like that is only seen as an illusion. It’s a valid perspective, but if it’s the only possible perspective, I actually see it as a subtle rejection. If both sides of the coin are seen, inclusion is also welcomed, also of emotions and child-like behavior. So here I want to present to you the other side of the coin, the non-separateness of the inner child.
Full text under 'read more'... also a pet home video for fun ;-)
The way I define the inner child here, is a childlike functioning of our organism. It can be a great source of creativity, and also of a painful way of functioning and self-sabotage. There is much material out there on healing the inner child, using painting and other arts, writing child stories, doing emotional work and much more. What I want to point out is that phrasing it as ‘healing the inner child’ actually still has a perspective of separation in it, because then it looks like you and your inner child are two different things. Healing is really just the seeing that there is no separation from the inner child. In my understanding the creative process, for example making drawings, is of great use in making this seeing possible.
In many of the works on the inner child, there seems to be a belief that it needs to be managed somehow. Although that might be useful for some, if it’s seen that the inner child is not separate there can be a different movement. The energy which previously went into this management can now flow into creativity.
So, here’s an interesting way of participating in a creative flow! There are many ways of accessing the inner child. One way is: think about a childhood memory where you felt really good. It can be a certain place like a playground, a book someone read to you, etc. Another way is meditatively asking the inner child what it wants (you’ll have to pretend for a moment that it’s separate) which can be anything from going to the movies to dancing. If you know what it wants you can start experiment with that, of course within reasonably limits. There are many ways of accessing the inner child, and also there are many books and websites on the subject.
So as you can see from these examples, it’s actually just like daily life, there’s a pretending part and a seeing part: sometimes pretending that we’re separate and also the seeing of oneness.
In lucid wakefulness
with eyes of innocence
we are freely given the
of maintaining this
Traversing the other side of the veil
only pure seeing remains.
Om Mani Padme Hum,
the embodiment of compassion
All is allowed
and gently, lovingly
yet wise discernment
happens in pure being,
deliciously and exquisitely
on its own accord–
no-doing, no doer.
Resting in the heartspace,
wonders upon wonders
like the petals of
the flower of life,
consumed by the violet flame.
Angels and mermaids,
dolphins in the turquoise sea,
of pure enchantment
in the firmament
as on earth,
Use your beautiful gifts
in selfless service to all.
As above, so below, still
holding eternally true.
Traveling freely between beloved
Mother Earth and
the magical Pleiades
on to Orion,
feeling the crystal grid
surrounding our planet
the ancient wisdom keepers
of the Sun and Moon pyramids.
Life’s vivacious freshness
now happening unhindered–
swim with its powerful current,
As some of you know already, the Silent Retreat in Reading-England is a special treat. Taking place only a few weeks before Christmas it is a fantastic opportunity to become quiet and centered inside, which actually is the true invitation of Christmas.
To serve this purpose fully we have decided to shorten this years Retreat to 5 days and explore in a more intimate circle. Exploring in a smaller group allows more space to be for each one of us. Also anybody being part of this circle has more time and can receive more of a gentle quality of attention. All this enhances the feeling of safety quite dramatically, which really is the number one prerequisite for the system to open up and explore deeply.
This is a beautiful opportunity to allow your system to be in a safe and respectful environment, something most of us have never experienced in our entire life. Such an amazing possibility for cellular healing!
Reading is easy to reach, only about a 1 hour train ride from central London.
For further information and registration please contact Jim: firstname.lastname@example.org phone: +44-(0)1424 756964
Please note: The Retreat will start Sunday, Nov 28th afternoon and end Thursday, Dec 2nd afternoon.
does so now, here,
grace to Pure Awareness,
as many “times”
as attention was
denied, ignored or
resting as this
So many chances
to look directly
at what arises.
No need to go back
to old stories,
Just pure seeing,
to the subtle witness
onto the movie screen
one by one
in this dream
The subtle witness
and its myriad arisings,
no matter what their form,
appearance, appeal, resistance,
always one and the same,
both void of
empty in and of themselves
as Pure Awareness
via pure seeing,
the little wave
surrenders onto the shore
and knows itself
as water again as
the sun ray is
as Heart Awareness
seemed to veil
I just threw a few very crude audios (sharings & audio quality)on the homepage of my website and feel they might speak and resonate as the awareness that you are! IAM excited about posting more audios and videos with more specific and direct sharings and all the other forms of sharings and services that arise so really.. also... this is my way of staying on your awareness radar as well.
The website is crude, and yet, the core of awareness that it arises as is awesome!! So please enjoy AND be the sharing and freedom, awareness that this audio here represents and I look forward to making some new and improved ones to post here as well as on my website!
It is a real blessing when our true nature as awareness and liberation is seen! That is really my core intention in sharing. If your support arises as well, and you see and are the vision of THE OPEN WAY as well!!!...well... that is of course wonderful as IAM so excited to continue to share and expand in the many forms of media, gatherings and other jhanras that you see that are in the initial stages on my website.
Well, all is as is the free beingness, no matter what arises so blessings as that as well... end of story!!!
(I WAS NOT ABLE TO DOWNLOAD THE AUDIO HERE SO SIMPLY GO TO THE HOMEPAGE OF MY WEBSITE.. www.theopenway.org and perhaps Richard will help to embed it here shortly ...thanks!)